"Sexy and Dangerous!"

"I thought about what day it was. I was fifteen today.     
Then the bitter wind came at me from every direction. Blew right through my coat and slapped me in the face.  I was wide awake and aware for the first time that I'd really loused things up in a big, bad way.  Benny Goodman, the man I strived to be like, was touring with a big band when he was fifteen. 

And I was holding a cop at gunpoint."

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